Friday, September 28, 2007
To the one I left heartbroken,
我知道我做错了很多东西. 也许, 我们... 错...是我,不应该让你带有那强列的FEELING或EMOTION. 对不起.
我认为现在让你失望,好过以后会让你招成比现在还大的伤害.
那晚,我一直都没睡,害怕你会想不开. 怕你睡不睡好. 可是,这种事你这么会睡的好呢...
我在心里... 哭了, 我对我自己说,我要坚强. 坚强的面对你..... 所以,你要比我坚强!
I know that, I couldn't make it up to you. But I promise, I'll never avoid you. And always take you as my ******. You can still share your feelings with me. :)
Yours truthfully,
你的黑心肝的绿茶.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
This is always wad i believe in...
Time will will comeby and resolve everything...
There are things which are more than words tt cant be spoken off, realising and taking every step slowly might not be e end result tt we expected or wanted... instead it will hurt e most. So dun cry or feel dissapointed... :) cherish wad is b4 u now
Tho, i'm doing smth which i dun like or dun want it to b tt way... but time will let me noe, to hold on or to let it go..... eventho, i always ask ppl to 'try! dun wait!'
but trying is one thing, but realising it is another.
I'm conjuring a mixture of Unwillingness and Uncertainty.
'Time Is Everything' - G.Tea
Monday, September 24, 2007
谢谢你，昨晚那甜美的声音。
I really slpt very comfortably
Is my doorstep so nice to hang n slp arnd? Knock when u shld, okays!?
Why would u let urself to such abuse and being doubt of?
Trust is e most impt issue when coming into a relationship. So baby, I dunwan u to cry... and I'ld like u to smile...
Let those unhappiness be washed away by ur tears.....
Wad i'ld like to tell u is, 'This is not e first time tt u're like tt. Think abt urself. Take this chance to shake tt JERK! off. There's always some1 beside u who is more then willing to take care of u. OK!?'
ps: Got it everyone!? this issue dun only consist one person, it take two hand to clap...
Sunday, September 23, 2007
不要错过而后悔...
你慢慢的去理解它的意识.
The past few days, i spent my days happily and cheerfully...
after i asked my dad for some cash, which he din as always...
he even questioned me, at how i spend my money to...
it's very dissapointing... haix...
*Yar! Spend on ur unnesessary things and dont let me ask u for more le!*
So... i'm mood have been flying from left to right... n some problems even popped last night >.<
and i hope it will not turn out as dreadful as wad i thought.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Rolled on e bed today x2 no... x3 no... x10x10!!!!! excited!? hahas tt's for u all to judge.
actually was quite moody eariler on e day, then got pulled out from bed to meet Shirley... then AMK Hub is too small and e range is very de small lohs!
in e end went to parco. Lolx she insisted tt she must get smthing for me :) thks agains! and saw Xuan Feng & Yu and Dad on e way...
Guess wad Coreen was at parco, on of e push karts... shhh!
then wanted to cityhall... but dunno why she wanted to hang arnd bugis >.< hahas then we got e arcade. flew arnd e arcade and realise a familar back of Ben's, Vik n Gary were there too... i'm shocked tt they are there! So rest for awhile and e two disappeared, and omg they when to get me an Adidas' bag! so nice of them :) touched :)
After i got e bag, then i decided to treat em a movie. So headed for marina sq, then at e entrance of e MRTransit. Pops Jasmine!!! handling me another presents! this time, i'm shocked and touched x2 :D but u guys dun do this for me le... i will heartpain for ur wallets. But very thankful of u guys planning and hastingly to buy TWO gifts for me:) Hugs and Kisses for u guys!!! after we reached Cityhall. we headed to RC and sry to my blanked out, undeciding mind and not hungry @ all mind i cant fix a place to eat. Wisp & Wasp to Suntec for Swedens. yea yea yea... salmon again! After our fillings, e waiter brought in an icecream and e grp sang a bdae song for me T.T tears almost... almost ahs... over e moon! tho my expression might be still! Blackish...
Jasmine! let me pay e next time...
Talk for awhile then headed for movies...
On e way, call Yue Ping to give my mother e present i prepared :) thks mum!!! for everything!
So sad, Jas gonna head back home :C
walked her to tower 5 exit and parted wif her... (Thomas! she not unfriendly, dont judge e person at it's first impression! hahas btw ur 17.50 is ready)
e rest of the grp went catch e movie "UNDERDOG" hahas... cute dog... reminds of mine :P
VERY VERY Touched today... and everyone! thks for e presents :) esp Shirley, Jasmine & Yue Ping thks for being there at e last few minutes :) and thks for e HP!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Kinda pissed today, overheard my father speaking to my mother tt he bidded smth during e last day of e 7th month again! and he bidded arnd a thousand plus. suddenly, my mood swinged an 180!!! He promised me not to bid anymore!
E thousand canhlp me pay my school fee! and even get my wants. Broken one then...
After i just reach home, spoilbrat msged me, i got smth on tmr! dun come! WT*! l33d Second broken... Wad i wanna tell u is tt! inform me earlier! u noe vincent wanna get e disc from me! and i cant pass him cos of u!
Calming my nerves!.!.!.!.!.....
When i'm rushing to meet my friend this afternoon, i walked past a cute cum sweet looking gal and i saw a guy next to her, then i thought he's her bf or smth... then i saw and heard tt e guy is promoting some scammed drugs aka fake medicine. Then i stand there and stood, watching e promoter is trying to scam her money. I felt sorry for tt gal, so i pulled e gal aside from e listening range of tt promoter. realising tt she wanna buy e medicine for her parent, hmm... sweet and kind :D in e end told her to be careful of this scams and watch out for this conman. then e we parted, lols e promoter kept starring at me XD... lols stare oso useless, u loss ur deal.
So every1, if u saw this kinda things going on, stopped e movement, dun let other ppl get scam! i shld be e only conman arnd! hais... lols, forgotten to get e gal's number or name!
Smtimes i feel tt songs are to relate to live abt smth which will eventually happen, and it did.
Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
Friday, September 14, 2007
Hmm... Any heartburns or heartaches lately? Try going out to somewhere less urban...
Two days ago, *blinks to portal*
Hmm... lets call my friend by S, lols i wanna protect my friend idenity:P
ZzZzZz, phone rang, saw S on e hp's display. Asking wad time can we meet? Hmm, saw e time 10.45 le, lets meet @ 1pm.
I were panicking... lolx cant find any non-black shirts... In the end, i found my untouched pink polo. i still can rmb tt's wad my mom got for me for X'mas and i din want it. :P cos it's pink, unfavoured colour XD but since must wear smth to brighten up my friend's mood, so tt's e best choice. OMG it's my first time wearing pink!
Saw S @ where we shld meet, n her expression is kinda shocked... she said i gave her a only black impression XD
Went to get some food, but din eat much no appetite. Then finish lunch le, took a bus to White Sands, saw e bus driver, hahas, cute hor... round round de:P looks like V******. @ White Sands walked arnd to look for hp pouch. Stupid me, came to cheer S up and looked for pouch. Took another bus to downtowneast and rent bikes.
During e bike ride, we chatted and suddenly! My bike's chain got tangled up! Suay ah! lols least compared to Thomas :P
Tried repairing, in e end i failed to do so. So S n i, went back to e shop to get another bike. As S was riding e bike, i can see tt she is trying to ride aslowap to hang e pace as me.
Got back to e shop, e boss seems unhappy, and he got an AP.
Anyway, got back to riding, came by a swing and we stopped by for a while, S started swinging, hmm... mayb this will lighten her mood, tt's wadd i thought to myself. So continued riding, we went to a quieter place and watched e sea and sat down for awhile. Took a few pics, lols S was princess of e day, so i happily abided.
After e cycle, we headed to Tampines's TM & CS and walk two rounds, my fault cos i'm not hungry to settle for dinner :P. Then, still not hungry yet, but i guess S will be... Got to Billy Bombers and she treated me :) THKQ! e dinner came, OMGosh! e Portion is imbalancely big, huge, large, enormous and significantly serving for three anyone? Then e surrounding got abit colder, held her hands to warmth...
after billing, we hurriedly went out of e restaurant.
I'm bloated after e dinner, abit uncomfortable, really too full le. Should skipped e ice-cream :P So send S back home, on e bus, she held my hand and lean her head to my shoulder, she's hugging my arm like a bolster >.>! XD accompanied by smoothing music, tt feeling was nice :)
@ her neighbourhood we took another pic and bid goodbye :)
OKays... u guys shld really read Thomas's blog, u will feel a lot better... no kiddin'. Famous Amos! here i come!
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Do u guys rmb e game World of Warcraft? Well now u can play for free on different private servers.
So here are e few servers: http://www.gamesites200.com/wowprivate/
Some ppl might wanna skip e lvling part and start raiding bosses! and PvP! on e arenas.
OK here are e steps to get ur game started.
But this is for e Abadon Realm.
Step 1.
Create an Account here : http://216.32.86.66/antrix/register.php
After account creation you have to wait 300secs(5minutes) until your account is activated.
Step 2.
Next you need to download WoW and the BC: All if u noe me give me a call i can loan u e disk.
1) Download WoW. Even though its the trial, it works just fine. Install it.
Mirror 1 - World of Warcraft Download
http://www.fileplanet.com/promotions/worldofwarcraft/trial/wow_nonreg.aspx
Mirror 2 - World of Warcraft Download
http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/burningcrusade/trial/index.html
2) Download Burning Crusade, install it.
Mirror 1 - Burning Crusade Download
http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/account/download/clients/pc/WoW-BurningCrusade-enUS-Installer-
Mirror 2 - Burning Crusade Download
http://www.wow-europe.com/en/burningcrusade/download/index.html
Mirror 3 - Burning Crusade Download
http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/burningcrusade/trial/index.html
Make sure your WoW Client Version is Patch 2.1.0 - 2.1.3, otherwise you will get a version miss match error when trying to connect to Abadon WoW.
If it does - your version is at 2.1.3 - If it doesn't show that number, visit this site :
http://a.wirebrain.de/wow/
- There, you will have to search the current patch you have
- Then, download all patches above that, till 2.1.3 (Only for your language, naturally. If you installed the English WoW, get the English patch )
- Install them all, in order of course. If ur updater wanna update by itself after u clicked "OK", cancel it and patch them by urself! and make sure u dun patch above 2.1.3.
Then, when you're done open the patch.txt again
Step 3.
Locate your realmlist.wtf. This file is located in your World of Warcraft directory. (Normaly C:\Program Files\World of Warcraft)
Step 4.
Open the realmlist.wtf with Notepad or Wordpad. Inside the document you should see something like this: set realmlist us.logon.worldofwarcraft.com, and below that, set patchlist us.version.worldofwarcraft.com. Replace the top row with this (Without Quotes) "set realmlist 216.32.86.66". Ignore the 2nd row. Save the file and close.
Step 5.
Open up WoW and type in your Account Name and Password you registered at Step 1.
Happy gaming!
AND coffee-me-not is over! woo lalalas :P
Sunday, September 9, 2007
So bored today, and still waiting for money >.<
I kept wondering if my parents will pay e next school fee and i can buy new furnitures for my study. :P
So when to Ikea to look for ideas!
And i came along a few furnitures i like... i wanted e white, clean and glassy look for my room and NO BED!
So here are e few items i wanted to buy :P give me some comments :)
small sofa for two :) yea... i noe i noe... i'm alone XD wishfully someone will come along hahas
a side table nice huh!?
Drawers and Cabinets... white again!
Then my favourite piece... glass table top wif movable and adjustable stainless steel legs
And i'm still wondering which tv console is better, comments!?
or shld i get this!?
And i saw my dream Kitchen!!
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Yawns.. rotted on e bed till 12 smth, hahas then slowly have my breakfast... hahas brunch.
Arnd 1.30 left e hse for TPY, lols wanted to take train, but think for awhile, i will be bored, since e Gang will reach late as always >.< so took a bus instead.
Arnd 2.15 i reach le! Woot!!! e Mac is 4ever packed! and no one is there yet!!! =.= So called Edward,' Where're U!?' Oh i'm on e bus... wow! aint we suspose to meet @ 1.30? hahas
So..... wait and wait, waited and waited... finally, Edward reached. So we went to Courts see see look look, wanted to buy a desk... but I NO MONEY! hahas Thomas called,' Erm, i will be late! u all eat first...' WOW! late!
So bo bian, went 'forks and spoons', the salmon ramen looks promising, but Edward dun feel like eating anything from there. I suggested Crystal Jade? Edward gave me tt "WTF face". Okok... Pastamania? nah too far away... So walk arnd saw a coffeeshop, so wanna eat there?
Dun wan, saw KFC, OKAY!? nope.... zzz climbed e stairs and wanted to settle wif Pizza Hut... then i dun wan :P
In the end, we went back to e coffeeshop and order, Rice wif chilli chicken aka chicken rice lols!
Hmm... after e late lunch, we passed by a bags and wallet shop, btw there is a whole stretch of shops selling e same thing, i got myself a wallet.
Then, everyone got to e Mac, and finally we can draft!!
During e draft, i were an ass. While Thomas were drafting, i came helping him to pick cards... and i saw a shadowfury!!!!! omg! so i played e draft instead of Thomas:P 17.50 only hahahas Got to play wif Mias, omg i flooded e board very big board! Won! rolled 6! used shadowfury!
Then saw CK Teacher, omg! stall deck! So was paired wif him for his next match... i dint make it easy for him neither did he. Won! rolled double 6, third 6
Third match, played against kelvin, he made me think like Thomas! RuSH! ruSh! and shadowfury him again for two board control! Won! another 6 rolled... 4th 6
Last match, Akira... he gayed me with three bang bang! omg, how did e horde drafted!? anyway rolled another 6, woot five 6 rolls... Lost!
WOW got a wif a First rank... only gd card left on e table was an Avenger Shield.
Arnd 8.30... we left e Mac and headed back to AMK, decided to cab back.
When we were flagging for a cab, two gals, ran to e front of us to catch a cab! Suay ah! wif Thomas is like tt!
Then when back to e taxi stand, a grp of guys flagged a cab at e same spot as we were! just now! l33d! But in thee end got home safe and sound :P thks for e ride!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Hmm... after reading Ping's post... see liao oso rolling on e floor, hahas cute :P thks anyway :P but Ah Ping dun think too much... backsides 4ever okie? XD
Arnd 11.30 bah, Father asked me,'Aaa... tt Fish wad Co. the at AMK Hub is wad ah? e food nice anot!?' then i told him is Fish & Co. and my father, my mother and i went to AMK Hub... hmm... free lunch! tsktsk! but then! at e counter my father asked only for two seats, then i asked, 'Me lehs!?' Father replied,' i thought u eating out wif friends!?'
Ah tio scammed!!!
okays larhs, let my father and mother enjoy their time together, and went to buy tickets for 881 for them.
Arnd 12 plus, Ben called asking where am i??? lols starting running to S11 to find Ben and gang. Still rumming for e food @ Fish & Co. XD, then order western. we had our stomaches filled and gonna wait for Xinyi, then guess we all go where!? Datona again!? got 1st due to free purple car bump hehe!? then on advance route, a bit GG-ed, we all din make it, Ben's car wenting berserk!
Then Xinyi called, and we headed to Jasmine's hse for more fun!
When we are @ Jas's blk, we were wondering which level is it... 9 or 10? hahas. Then door opened, saw a familar face, Jas's mum. then we entered, we were all quite, shy lols. Till Jas came out for e shower, and we finally open up and break e ice.
Okay... Monopoly started e main event of e day... Everyone is spinning round and round e playboard, finally Xinyi got my Park Lane, my dark blue( e second most expensive plot of title deed)... poor xinyi finally got land le! then i noe must change e game plan if not will play till 40 years later. Sold Vik a title deed called 'The Angel' hahas turning pt of e game. and houses and hotel started constructing.
But e most imbalance offer is from me to Xinyi, for a 350 title deed, i gave up 700 and total of 310 title deed! XD XD
Funniest part is, Jimmy, Vik and i told an alliance again!!! e BBW were owning e field.. woot so imbalance touch my Dark Blue is 2000 or 1500 MBA!
Aftertt, Uno awhile... and got chased :P
Anyway thks Jasmine, i had fun today :)
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
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Hilohs~ Yue Ping here, hehes..... U all might be wondering who is this? I'm a hacker!!!!! Hahas, KorKor went to market, nv off notebk XD.
Hmm~ I shall write abt him, take out ur glasses boys and gals!
There are many things that we do together, like shopping, singing and emoing! LOLS! Boring rites!?!~? OK, tok abt smthing which will make alot of gals J3al0uS :P
Just ytd nite, I felt too tired and decided to slp on his lap, but unknowning I really fallen aslp, and start to drool.. hehe suck suck o.O dun think of other things!
Then I think, becos i still aslp then dunno, just tt got smth hugging my back. And guess wad, he carried me to his bed! yesh his bed!!! haha
Actually, I slp overnite in his hse lots of time le, but he nvr take advantage of me lar, but instead I took advantage of him :P:P I like his back ^.^
Sometimes, when everyone is aslp, I'ld go to his bed and slp next to him, then smell his arua.. haha. then put my head against his :P then after he noe le, he would climb out of his bed..... and slp on e floor, very cute hor :P hahas!
When, he goes out wif our 七朵花, then movies, I will make him sit beside me :P:P and Mandy will cfm try to snatch my seat away. During the movie, I will put my head on his shoulders, then Mandy see le also put. Then Kor will always push our heads away, Mandy all ur FAULT lah! XP
How nice if we aren't cousins, then we could be gf bf!! o{>.<}o I think lots of gals like him, he too nice >.OK... 10 things tt a gal will want abt him hehe!!!
1. He is tall and smart looking
2. He is kind and caring towards ppl
3. He is quite romantic :P
4. He gives flowers
5. He got a s*** b*** ^.^ haha, hunger for more!
6. He dun take advantage of ppl; 送上门都不要 哈哈哈哈哈
7. Very "big" hearted 很大方
8. He goes to the market!
9. He cooks!!
10.And he put other be4 himself, like he put me to slp b34 he goes to bed :)
Ok hacking complete..
Luvs Ping<3, hmm.. get a blog skin Kor!
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风扇需要插电...
电视都需要插电...
收音机都需要插电...
电气都需要插电.....
你能不能给我拥抱吗? 好给我充电.....爱?
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Went to ROM today... my cousin, MeiYing is getting married!!!
Photos:_
the bride... pretty huh!?
lols... i promised to cut e background :P Mandi dun like to be photoed!? hahas
Blink Blink gals
Going back home... lols Taxi again >.<
Hey Ping! why u're still doing in my hse!!!!!
tt' all folks... Wish MeiYing a happy marriage :):)
Fat water dun flow in other ppl's field - thomas
Saw a nice strip of comic...
*A gal is trying to kiss a guy, while she was tearing down her cheeks, and tears fell onto e guy's face.
Realising, tt gal aint able to pick up her courage to kiss,*
'..I really can't...'
'It's my last time to see u and I'm...'
'I'm terrible aren't I.., Hehe...'
'U noe, I.. Has a lot of things I wanted to do..'
'I want to be a teacher..'
'I also want to be an astronaut.. and also make my own cake shop..'
'I want to go to Mr.Doughnut's and "I'll have them all!"...'
'And i want to go to Baskin Robbins and say "I'll have them all!"'
'Ohhhh.. I wish i could live life 5 times over!'
'Then, I'ld be born in 5 different cities'
'I'ld stuff myself full with different delicious things 5 times each'
'I'ld have 5 different job..'
'And then for those 5 times...'
*pause*
'I'ld fall in love with the same person.'
'So thk u and goodbye.....'
Touching so i decided to post it up... so yea...
Sunday, September 2, 2007
The person who tagged you :- Benjamin
Your relationship with him :- my classmate
Your 5 impression of him :
1. First impression, old!
2. friendly unlike me
3. high endurance
4. funny
5. someone to look up to?
The most memorable thing he has done for you : setting up a dinner for me :P
The most memorable words he said to you : memorable words ? no comments
If he becomes your lover, you will? i'm not gay!
If he is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see him changing : nvr!
If he becomes your enemy, you will? pull his ear!? i will keep my relationship with him, and dun anger each other
The reason why he becomes my enemy? see above
The most desire thing you would like to do for him : nthing in mind now
Your overall impression of him : 4/5 of a friend :)
List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
1. Money
2. Money
3. Money
4. Money
5. and more Money lols... i just want everyone to be free of poverty
How do you think people around you feel about you : 1/3 a gd friend and a nice guy to hang out wif? 2/3 an unfriendly which sell things @ sky high price and over rate prices.
The character you love about yourself : nthing! mayb e weak side of my heart, lols tt is e friend part :P
On the contrary, what do you hate about yourself : everything
The most ideal person you would like to be with : someone who is out going, cheerful , pretty, cute, caring, clicks wif me and let me be wif her side :)
What do you want to say to your loved ones : be truthful to urself, love urself... dun let others hurt u.
Pass this quiz to 9 friends whom you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. Benjamin
2. Vincent
3. Gary
4. Jimmy
5. Vknes
6. Shirley Do
7. Jasmine Re
8. Xinyi Mi
9. Randy
#8 is having relationship with : Someone
#9 female / male :- male
How about #3 and 4 :- male
What's #2 studying about :- Triple E
When was the last time you chatted with #3 : ytd
What kind of music does #8 like :- lolxs... S.H.E
Will you woo #3 :- When i turn gay
How about #7 : XD mayb
Is #4 single :- yes, but beware
Surname of #5 :- SHEEP!!!!!! i dunno
Nickname of #1 : terrapin
What's the hobby for #5 : i must get to know him more... lols, but hanging is one
Do #5 and 9 get along well : normal friends
Where is #3 studying at :- NYP
Have you tried develop feelings for #1: he;s one of my close friends :)
Where does #9 live : Huogang
What colour does #4 dislike : purple
Is #1 and 3 best friends : yea! for friends only a year
Does #7 likes #2 : yeah! everyone likes him :P, his is cuddly
How do you know #2 : bullying him :P
Does #5 owns a pet : a terrapin, a pig & a sotong from our class :P
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Dumb Dumber Dumberer Dumbererer Dumbo...
How ppl survive e stupidity?
Many of us made mistakes, stupid mistakes too. To know abt our mistakes, we reflect upon ourselves or getting a hard knock from someone else! Hey, u stupid ass! Why u did tt!?!?
Knowing tt they have little possession of wad they have in mind, they wld avoid e truth, and end up not trying hard enough or even not trying at all. Cos they are afraid of losing wad little they have, or too afraid to try at all?
Example, in a relationship, love, family or friendship. Both parties mus be able to share they happiness and woes together, not only one person is hovering e burden and the other carrying it.
So when i try 2 console anyone, i wld look at a bigger picture and try not side with anyone. I wld try to reason out to both parties. So i'm trying to be judgemental now, side if e one which is closer to me, seems unfair, but yea! at least i can help someone, instead of being a diplomat and trying to resolve everything.
So yeah! Dumbos!!!
